have been wondering.
what i have done for the passed few mnths.
i can hardly rmb.
i dont even know why am i doing all these.
i cant feel anymore.
its so tiring.
to have to hide a part of me everywhere i go.

the year is coming to an end.
guess ive really learnt alot.

bonds between me and abby is closer than ever.
im glad to have her.
i dont know who else will be there for me 24/7.
esp when im down and drunk.
manymany love cousin.

im glad that jonic intro me to this job.
cos i get to meet a lot of ppl.
i dont hide any part of me in front of them.

ive learnt, too.
being ambigious is beautiful.
but well, maybe its just one-sided.
imagination should not run wild.

school?
practically its more of just pretendence.
i have to hide most part of myself.
probably ive yet to get used to the new ppl.

what ive lost?
friends.
many many friends.
and the bonds.
my bad.
ive been busy w my new life.

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havent up load pics from KL..
soon, soon...

econs test tml.
i havent study for it.
and whats the time now -.-

meeting up w the girls after sch for k session.
finally.

nights world.